Life Goes On

So we tried again and my ovaries just will not respond to the medicine. They have just been too damnaged by the Endometrosis. Donor egg was recommended but I think we will just adopt. Honestly, I was wreck for a while. How could a heathly young lady, who hardly drinks, never smokes get into this situation. I questioned God, why? Why me? Once I got over myself, my husband said something to me that had kept my sanity. He said, I didn’t marry you to have pretty children, I married you because I love you. I had to tell him how much that did for me. I am so blessed to have such a loving husband. I am so blessed that when I was on my way out of town, I met a couple who had adopted and they shared their story with me and now we are email partners. The Lord really does watch out for you. He has blessed us with a couple at church that has adopted and they shared their story with us last night. It was amazing to be to talk with them. You know, I could be so unhappy right now, but why. I am so in love with my husband. This experience has drawn us closer. I love my job and I am doing well in school. And I have a church family that cannot be beat. What else could I need or want……a baby! But that will come in due time. Oh, and my family. I went home for Thanksgiving and just had a wonderful time. I spent time with my beautiful neice, okay she is eight but I just love her to death. Not too many people can say they love their family and they are just happy, but I am. So, we will look at adoption in the future.  For now, we going to focus on each other, school and we are taking a nice vacation next year. I cannot wait for that. Tootles!!!

Advertisement